I have this lame side that always mesmerizes me! 


I mean every time I scribble something I feel I m the next Arundhati Ray  (or Shakespeare  may be what’s the harm in dreaming ) in making . I would have this sheer helluva moments within myself.

Await for nostalgic fan mails to flood my mail box.Innumerable comments and a sheer addition on my followers list.(What more does any blogger want!)

But nothing would happen ..I would keep refreshing the mail to check whether any notifications are there (and nothing would come through. What is the world up to? I would feel so aggrieved) Except for a little tits and bits of appreciation from some good hearted blogging friends (who understand your plight...kind of have gone through the same and now have become blogging moguls of their genre).
There would be nothing at all !

By the time evening succumbs the whole excitement would dilute. I would undergo a phase of extinct hyperbolic reactions and would shut down the laptop swearing to never pen down anything.This world is so selfish not to notice a talent germinating.

 Walk up to my mother and she would talk about innumerable stories how the most reckoned people have witnessed such low phases in life.A downward curve is always an indication of high rise and  I would come back to open the lappy and  become the self-obsessed blogger again ! :) Thinking the world waits to witness ME! Amazing is the seesaw that my emotion plays...This expectation trend goes on and on...everytime the ink sheds itself on paper and flashes  my thoughts !

Weird I am and Weird are my ways!

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      " One of the weirdest calculation of life is that we always meet the right people"

 Good people positively influence our lives while the so called bad ones motivate us to towards the right things.Its pretty uncanny but life has delved within me a degree of understanding in this last one year of life.I dont repent for the flaws i made .
I dont applaud myself on my achievements (Well to be honest there were hardly any of them).But still even when I havent done anything meaningful; this phase of life has been one of the most meaningful one for me.I got reintroduced to submerged parts of me,saw people against their painted faces,underwent situations way beyond my perceptual imagings and  gave birth to the word weaver in me!

So in one way wrong things pave our paths for a better life.If we always got what we wanted we wouldn't grow beyond our very own comfort zone.

Almighty decodes us to the very extreme,then gives us a horizon to witness the Gem in us.

So, dont think and lament you met the wrong people, encountered wrong things and have been victimized in  wrong instances and  simply let go and rediscover yourself!

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